La la land

I AM OFFICIALLY IN LA LA LAND. I TEASED MY BROTHER ABOUT HOW SOMETIMES MY BRAIN HAS ME FEELING LIKE A SMURF, WALKING AROUND SINGING THAT SONG "LA LA LA LA LA LAAA LAAA LAA LA." WELL TODAY IS ONE OF THOSE DAYS. MY FAMILY WAS BACK TOGETHER AGAIN AT MY APARTMENT LAST NIGHT. IT WAS NICE, BUT I AM WAITING FOR SOMETHING AND I DON'T REALLY KNOW WHAT. I GUESS THAT IS THE NEGATIVITY THAT ALWAYS COMES. I AM AFRAID OF IT TO TELL THE TRUTH, BUT IT MAY NEVER SHOW UP. THAT WOULD BE GREAT IF IT DOESN'T. WHERE IS MY FAITH RIGHT? I AM DEALING WITH SOME LEFT SIDE NUMBNESS THAT I HOPE IS ONLY WHERE I SLEPT WRONG AND NOT A SYMPTOM OF MS. EITHER WAY IT GOES, I AM ALIVE AND THANKFUL FOR THAT. NOT A LOT TO SAY TODAY AS I SAID I AM IN SMURFVILLE!!!